Road trip to Mahabalipuram


Beachside

Me and Vinay watching the sunrise

Early morning visit to the beach can fill you with such positive energy that all your trouble seems to be trivial and of minimal importance.Ever since i have been in Chennai, i wanted to go out on a nice warm day to the beach and see the sunrise in its full glory. Recently, i have had this desire to capture the sunrise forever. I do not own a DSLR or even a compact, but i really love to take pictures. There is something about photography that just makes me feel happy. Even though many of my friends often tease me about the pictures i take, i just do not care. They do not understand what it is for me.

For the last few weeks, especially since the visit to the Elliot’s Beach, i wanted to go to a beach along the East Coast Road (ECR) in Chennai. I have heard a lot about these beaches, so i wanted to capture a glorious sunrise from one of these. Thankfully, i have bike and beach enthusist as my friend and colleague and when i told him, he was ready for an early morning bike ride to wonderful city of Mahabalipuram.

This is my second visit to Mahabalipuram. Fond memories of my previous visit to this place with around 40 odd people always comes to my mind when i hear someone talk about it. So yesterday morning @ 4:30 i set off from my home with Vinay on a bike ride to Mahabalipuram.

The journey, was exhilarating as we sped through the darkness along the East Coast Road.The traffic was non-existant and we reached M’puram in about 20 odd minutes. We went to the temple near the bus stop and prayed for the good of all(Well.. almost all ;) ). Then we headed to the beach and saw a beautiful sun rise from the depths of the ocean and paint the morning sky orange. Unfortunately there were a few clouds which obstructed a proper view of the sun, but it was still a sight to behold.

Afterwards, we visited the Shore Temple and Five Rathas. Lack of sleep was finally catching up and we decided it would be better if we get back to the safety of our respective beds before the sun decides to heat things a lot. So we returned to Chennai around 9. There are a couple of other places that you can visit in M’puram if you are interested. The Arujuna’s Penance is also a great sight. Maybe another time, i shall capture this too.

The picture at the start is taken on the shores of Mahabalipuram. There were a few huge rocks stacked and we got on top of that and the view of the sun, the sea and the waves crashing against the rocks was one that shall remain with me for a very long time.

Resignation

There comes a time in your career, when all the work you do mean nothing to you. No matter how highly you are regarded or how lowly are you treated, you just get fed up with the people and things around you.

Same is my case. Though i am not fed up with the people around me, i definitely am fed up with my work and more so with the quotidian routine that the work has created in my life.

2 years ago, everyday when i get up there was an enthusiasm to get to work, to learn new things, to do something. Now when i get up, the first thought that comes to my mind is to bunk office. What is the difference between the two jobs?

One was a startup and the other a MNC. The work ethos and atmosphere in both the places are as alike as Gandhi and Hitler. But even with this, if the work i currently am doing were to be of some interest to me, guess this difference would not have mattered.

I lost interest in the work given to me in less than 5 mins into it. I knew it was not my cup of tea, but i had no choice. This was the only thing i had to do. Lack of resources and abysmal management practices has led to a rather high attrition rate here.

Also, i have a contract of 2 years to deal with. After struggling for 21 months with no idea of what lays ahead of me, i cannot take it anymore. I have reached the limit of my frustration and anger. I have finally decided to quit the current job and go back to the world that was so dear to me. Sometimes when you give up on something, you realize the true value of it.

So now, i need to go back and start from scratch and develop all the skills and techniques that i once learnt as well as some new ones and enter the world of web development with a fresh attitude and a clear mind.

Deadlines are effective way of getting things done, I had never set myself any actual deadline or end date for this torturous journey so now i am going to do just the same. I have decided to quit the company on March 29th or before no matter what position i am in. Even if i have not prepared myself enough or i do not have any other job offer, i do not care. I am quitting.

Sunrise at Elliot’s beach

Most unnaturally comes a day when i wake up before the sun rises. More often than not i shut my eyes and wander off into a world of my own once the sun has risen. Even today its past 4 am i am wide awake, there’s no power, my laptop battery has run out, and am listening to some old hindi songs and typing this on my mobile in total darkness.

Luckily on monday when i woke up way before the sun, and the rain gods were still taking a break so it was perfect for me to go out and get some sunshine. Unfortunately, today the rain gods are totally pissed.

So, at 5:30 in the morning, i find my self in share auto headed towards elliot’s beach. Its a perfect place to have some self-peace.

I had great time in the beach taking pics and enjoying the warmth of the sun and the cool breeze. Also i took the opportunity to have the magnificent idlis @ Murugan idli shop. And they are the best idlis you can find in chennai. I’ll upload some pics once the power comes back. I hope that the rain gods have taken a break now and i can get to see the magnificent sunrise again.

I have managed to get some pics uploaded thanks to the UPS backup. Dont think it will last long now. The pics are below. Feedback would be great.

A glorious sun rising over the Bay of Bengal

 

Rising high the sun warms my heart

Children's ride basing in the sunlight

Cool bar on the beach

A old broken hand cart

Help me with a caption pls!!

 

A stall by the shore

A macro try

 

A few crows

And last but not the least, the following pic for reasons i cant put in words is my favorite pic of the lot.

Lost in thoughts

All the above pics were taken using a software called Camera Pro in my Nokia N8. The phone truly rocks..

 

 

An obvious choice

I am an IT guy, who people think get paid ‘in lacs’ for sitting in front of a computer and pressing a few keys. But the most important thing they forget is i do not get paid in lacs per month as they expect but over the period i get a couple of lacs, but i wont feverishly disagree on the second part of the comment.

Over the last year, i have worked on a few projects, but i have not really done much. A couple of years ago, i loved to spend time in front of computer reading articles, implementing them, learning new things, but now i spend most of my time reading article mainly sports related or watching movies and television series.

Somewhere down the line i have lost the fire within me. I have a few who come up with an excuse of lack of time for what they are not able to achieve. I believe in the contrary. There is no fault but yours. When you blame lack of time, it simply means that you have been too damn lazy to do what it takes to realize your dreams. I have and i know how it feels. I am probably the laziest guy you would ever come across. Ask my roomates and they would give a lecture on how lazy i am.(maybe i will get Adi to write a guest post here once his GMAT’s over.)

Over the course of the year, i have planned to learn quite a few languages and have failed massively in all. The only language i managed to learn something is probably Tamil ;) and that too is very very bad, Oh and those who did not understand i actually wanted to learn Programming langs. I have heard and read enough about this from my friend Nithin (who blogs here) and Jaz ( who is the co-founder of Wowmakers) about my expertise in the many languages.

I have almost completed 2 years in a MNC and am truly fed up of working here. I feel suffocated and the lack of freedom and fun that i had while working for my previous employers(Foradian) has made me more and more insecure as each day passes.

Now that i have wasted a good part of almost 2 years of my life, i have 2 choices, both extremely difficult given that i am top class procrastinator and have almost never done anything in time. I can either continue doing the job i do, switch company, get a better package and work my ass off for no apparent satisfaction OR i can switch my job to something i had loved to do, and even though i may not get paid as high as i would if i stay in my current job, be happy and satisfied with my job.

The choice is obvious… is it not? What is your opinion? What do you think i should do at this juncture?

Deactivating Facebook account

Its been a while since i have been pondering about deactivating my facebook account. But apparently, every time i edge closer to dumping it, it sticks to me harder than before like chipkoo girl friend.

There are many pros of Facebook, but at times the cons outweigh the pros. I am really addicted to FB and i wonder more about what to post or what not to than i actually should. Also the games are a major headache. Crapville or whatever ville it is called is pure pain-in-the-back. I had to threaten my sister so that she would stop sending me requests.

There are times when i leave the facebook window open for more than 6-7 hours at a stretch (Office time :P ). So i really think i should give this life without facebook a try.

How happy or otherwise are you with Facebook?

Recovering from the trauma of Sunday

Being a Manchester United fan, days like Sunday come extremely rarely but now its twice in the last few years and the worst part of it was that it both came at OT. As United leaked 6 goals, all around me i could see Anti-Uniteds rejoicing and celebrating Diwali a few days earlier.

What went wrong for United?

To be honest, our defense in the last few games looked real shaky and we can count ourselves lucky that Norwich and Liverpool did not make most of the chances they had. Jonny Evans, who did play well to be merited with a starting berth for the match, did something extremely stupid. Whether or not Mario was in control, it was stupid to tug at his shirt being the last man and got sent off justly. Before being down to 10 men, United still looked shaky when City attacked. In the first half it was an even battle with both sides enjoying brief spells of dominance but it was City who struck the first blow with a cool finish from Balotelli. It again was a defensive lapse as he should have been closed down and not allowed to have a shot on target from that close.

At half time, i was wondering if we will see some change in United’s approach as City were very solid in defense and were threatening during any counter-attack. But the sending off dealt a massive blow to United’s cause. Fletcher then moved to right back and the back four of Fletch,Smalling,Rio and Evra just could not cope up with the City’s attack and conceded 2 more goals.

The midfield and defense was  getting overrun in the last few minutes and the final score line of 1-6 looks amazing but the fact is the last 3 goals were scored almost after the 90th minute when United had given up. The only players who showed any fight until the very end was de Gea, Fletcher, Welbeck and Rooney.

The problem we had was, once we were down to 10 men, we just could not cope up with City’s midfielders and their forwards made the most of the defensive errors of United.

What can we do?

Many are suggesting an overhaul of the midfield but even though i want to see some huge names play in that third of the field i think we have to trust Fergie here and it seems he wants to give the youngster a try. We might still see some signing in January but i wouldnt be much concerned if we did not buy. The first thing we need to get is to have a stable back 4. By stable i mean, that for the back four must not be changed for the coming few games unless an injury or suspension. Getting Vidic back and in form would be top priority.

Next we need to concentrate on the midfield, somehow Fletcher and Anderson do not seem to work together that effectively as Anderson and Cleverley did. Carrick was exceptional against Gulati the other night and should be given the place alongside Anderson. Carrick is much better reader of the game than Anderson is and his presence might just help Anderson. Nani, oh boy, he on days simply amazes me and on days like this pisses me off. His crossing and decision making was rubbish. Young impressed me again and i think he at times got out muscled by Richards too easily.

Overall, it was a day to forget. I being a fan have still not recovered from the shock and i expect the players to be hurt badly and be extra pumped up and up their game. The good thing for United is now they have played all the top teams and until Jan 27th when they visit Arsenal, the games are relatively easier. City still have to face the likes of Liverpool, Arsenal and Chelsea. If we can bounce back from this mauling, we still have a chance to close down the gap and even have a lead come December.

For all the Anti-Uniteds, if after this you think United are finished, you are making the biggest mistake. Never ever write us off. Never. We will be back, bigger, stronger and more powerful than we look today. In Ferguson we have a tactician, who will surely turn this around and come the end of the season am pretty confident we shall be the CHAMP20NS.

A note to self

There seems to be a fundamental error in the way things are going. Somehow i have missed that critical wiring that enables the transition from planning to execution. Call it a lack of will power or concentration or just the lack of passion for following my dreams, but it all leads to this basic fact that i am unable to attain any that i target.

Strangely, unlike many who do not know why things are going wrong, i know the reasons very well. But knowing your problems is just the first step, overcoming it is a matter different all together. To do this i think i have to take some bold steps. So here are a few to-dos that i want to do so as to achieve what i want.

  1. Complete a wordpress theme by mid Novemeber.
  2. Understand and implement various CSS3 and HTML5 features.
  3. Start on a project using any language and STICK TO THE PLAN UNTIL THE END.
On a more personal note, my weight is increasing and health is decreasing, so its high time i did something about it, so here are the to do list for gaining on some lost health.
  1. Start exercising for atleast 30 mins a day.
  2. Walk for atleast 20-30 mins a day.
  3. Avoid chicken whenever possible. Try to limit the intake to at least once a week.
  4. Avoid Fizz drinks and packaged junk food.
  5. Sleep by 12 and wake by 7-8
I know many of my friends are going to laugh at these but this time i feel that i will succeed. Will try to update this every week.